Greetings...

Today is a good day...I will hopefuly get to see my dad today...he had not been very well over the last wek or so...he had to go back to hospital because the chemo made him very sick...I think I had told you that they had stoped the chemo...well they had'nt...they just delayed it because of the effect it was having...

I got a phone call from my dad yesterday...it was so good to hear his voice...he told me that if he was feeling up to it I could go and see him at home...

So this day will be an Up day...and from the beginning of all this I have noticed that there will be more Down days than Up...

I pray that through time the Up days will out wiegh the Down days...when I see my dad today...I will say to him that even though he has cancer and that the end result is not good...I want to tell him that he can be strong enough to fight for what he is passionate about...and for the things he loves in his life...

I posted a message on one of my forums asking a question about dealing with death...the replys from one person said...if ppl are ment to leave us then it is their time to go...

You know a person could have a really bad car acciedent...and servie...so even though he has cancer...and the docotors say there is nothing they can do to help cure it...if my dad is ment to live for longer than what time they have said he is going to then he will...if the great universal spirit...my dads karma...decides that it time for him to leave us...then I guess that will happen...

Today is an Up day...